I’m having weird dreams and I’m not used to it… They say everyone dreams but most of the time we forget our dreams. I’m really convinced I never dream, except once in a while, and then those dreams are really weird.
I once dreamed I was drowning… I woke up gasping for air. I remember that dream vividly… It has been over ten years, but I can still recall it and tell all the details…
The weirdest dreams are those that occur at the end of the night. If I wake up at some weird hour like 4 or 5 AM and I fall asleep again, I can be sure I’ll have the strangest, vividest dreams…
And I had one of those two nights ago… I dreamed that my mother was lying in the arms of one of my friends… And I was hugging my mother… It was a beautiful view. Somehow I was wondering what my mother was doing there, because if she wouldn’t be there… I would be lying in my friend’s arms… I felt so much longing…
And then I heard our daughter crying and woke up in a startle…
I always wonder how the dream would continue if I wouldn’t wake up… but that’s the curse… As I tend to start dreaming just before the alarm clock starts singing, I never get the end of it…
All that remains is the memory of you in my dreams and that longing feeling…
