We are giving each other a real chance. We plan nice things to do, we plan things seperately and together, we communicate as good as we can… We’re learning… Sometimes it’s hard, because society tells us that when you’re in love it shouldn’t be this difficult to communicate. Anyway, at least we are trying…
And still, sometimes I feel I’m fighting a lost cause…
I read something about polyamoury… Maybe this is something for us, although I don’t think I could bear it… I might lose it… My sanity I mean… And I can’t find anything about the influence on kids in the relationship… Kids need stability… Is this?
Anyway, we are trying… Our therapist told me that she feels she’s not really helping in saving our marriage, but rather helping us to say goodbye… I don’t want to say goodbye, but I might lose it… my marriage… Lost anyway?
The beautiful bright day also will disappear if they are not captured by the delightful hearts.. sometimes that may be taken as a natural phenomenon and sometimes for reply of the mistakes we do. What we are supposed to do is just keep the hope alive.
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